Asymmetrical Coat, Oxygen / Cardigan, H&M / Clutch, from Hong Kong
It has been quiet in this blog for the past few weeks and I have to admit I haven't been in the best condition lately. I was growing disoriented and disconnected, more lethargic than ever and it seems as though life has been snuffed out out of me. Things I previously enjoyed have lost their appeal. I was getting crankier by the day and snapped at the slighted provocation. I had very little desire to do anything. All of these culminated in a fever and a stomachache the likes of which I have never experienced before. It felt like I got into the losing end of a very violent bar brawl.
Hence, the absence. I've been trying my best to sort out things in real life for my own sake before it escalates. My boyfriend suggested to try out something new to break the rut, like a new hairstyle or maybe wear some color. Maybe, in time. For now I'm looking for a class of some sort, probably dressmaking or printmaking, to force myself to face people and try to be productive. I still feel out-of-sorts but as I take active steps I'm slowly beginning to actually feel better instead of just trying to.
Or this may very well be just a nasty case of PMS.